The last few days, I've been trying to help the people I had grown up with - more specifically Rahni and uncles Jeoung and Hoai - the first I have needed to help keep calm and not feel like she has to babysit a dumbass who went rogue while in Shanghai and nearly got the rest of the team arrested. The latter two I have helped navigate the seedy ( Read more... )

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I've been thinking about my life, each point that there were real, genuine choices for me to make. At the time, I utilized my personal experience and the current understanding of the situation at hand to figure out my best course of action. Up until I felt myself stuck in a loveless marriage, just continuing to go through the motions, and then I ( Read more... )

🎶I think about the loveless fascination
Under the Milky Way tonight🎶

Change occurs, sometimes whether we wish it or not. There are moments when we find it has to happen as a catalyst that leads us to something beneficial or greater than we thought possible. Namfi will be heading to the west coast, as will Joy. Rahni is currently undecided, but her ( Read more... )

🎶Such a mass of motion, do not know where it goes
I move with the movement, and I have the touch🎶


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"HEY!!! You ruined my record man!"
Man, what a fun time! Last night, Rahni and I decided to check out a local spot that we could walk to from my former aunt's place, since I thought I was dog-sitting, the plan was she meet me there and once I had the pups closed up, we would head out for a bite and then check out a local band while enjoying some ( Read more... )

🎶...between wrong and right🎶

It was an interesting day. I found myself out through all of this morning, starting with doing water form tai chi in the park with the others, we're up to 40+ people, now, and that surprises some of the city employees and local police who pause to watch us, giving a wave and smile. Tomorrow's session (fire form) is at ( Read more... )

A friend of mine from high school complained about the "gloomy weather" this morning. He's been pretty down lately, from what I noticed, so I noted something for him. I love this weather, autumn leaves of varied hues show even more vibrancy to their colors when damp. The rain on evergreen needles and edges of buildings magnifying the prismatic ( Read more... )

I've been really missing Rahni, we'd been doing so much together, and I hadn't even been considering that. It's just time with her passes in a way that hours and days blend so that I find myself wondering what day it is or how long we've been out and why I'm thirsty or hungry all the sudden. At the former aunt's place, I visited with others and ( Read more... )

🎶You're a mystery, always runnin' wild
Like a child without a home🎶


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